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Soledad Sunshine on Wednesday, June 30, 2010 at 8:02pm
So here I am finding myself sleepless to thought. Words so abrupt, with the quietness of not being able to hold in verses. Ha, they say if you learn to say words like noncommittal, you’ll find a date (trust me just because you have it upstairs doesn’t mean you’ll be alright). I say you’ll lose your date. Decision, decisions- ever felt like you had too many of those? Answer me !
Sometimes I can’t express my fruitful passion (this I call a bitter sweet feeling)! Is it safe to say, I have now lost my sense of credibility (this makes me not a believer anymore)? Why does that happen (this questions the truth)? Maybe because we live in this not so well rounded world? Eh, who really knows? I could make out what I want to say in less words (better yet illogical beyond attitude), but my ongoing understanding has made it so I would write, and write. If you want to stop reading now…. Go ahead. I can’t help it that I’m always going up there. Bummed at the fact that sometimes you can’t have it the way you would like it to be (try forgiving). Caught up in a random desire? (let it out! it’s not always a good thing nor is it bad)…………
I suddenly feel a little better (by better I mean I could listen to music without thinking). In tune with a more relaxed sway and a bit nauseated (ha this may only make sense to me, unless you could relate). Aaaahhhh why can’t it be another day (I want to see another sun shine like it’s going to rain)?
Did you know that “**********” is worth more than a slap in the face? Well, in case you didn’t – it is! I bet now you’re interested in knowing what belonged in my so called “quoted astrik s*” ha! needless to say you will not know. This is starting to feel like a perplexed puzzle (only to the one who wants to fully understand). Eh, life has its turns….. Now, isn’t this the least bit incisive (the one who states their circumstances really has none?) Honestly, how fathomless can you get (only if you could immerse into guilt)? You have none!
Tonight I will sleep on it. Tomorrow I will think about everything. LOL! I’m such a nerdy nerd! Think of me as a novelists of randomness